on the first page of our story
the future seemed so bright
then this thing turned out so evil
i don't know why i'm still surprised
even angels have their wicked schemes
and you take that to new extremes
but you'll always be my hero
even though you've lost your mind

now there's gravel in our voices
glass is shattered from the fight
in this tug of war, you'll always win
even when i'm right
'cause you feed me fables from your hand
with violent words and empty threats
and it's sick that all these battles
are what keeps me satisfied

so maybe i'm a masochist
i try to run but i don't wanna ever leave
'til the walls are goin' up
in smoke with all our memories

this morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared make-up as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me you're been sorry
that you pushed me into the coffee table last night
so i can push you off me
try and touch me so i can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and i'll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, i'm nothing, i'm so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly i am, but that you'll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs
that we’ll have each other’s backs, 'cause we're that lucky
together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills
you hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin'
i may have hit you three times, i'm startin’ to lose count
but together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we're nuts, but i refused counsellin'
this house is too huge, if you move out i'll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it
with you i'm in my fuckin' mind, without you, i'm out it

just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but that's all right because i like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but that's all right because i love the way you lie

Ja nu fortsätter jag på den där jävla listan :P

I min handväska hittar man MYCKET. Tops, tamponger, servetter, ipren, nycklar, passerkort x 2, tuggummin, godis (oftast klubbor), korthållare med viktigaste korten, hörlurar, mobilladdare, koffeintabletter, små post-itslappar, kapsylöppnare, tändare, kamera, fickspegel, reflexer, småmynt, läppsyl, skavsårsplåster, halsband, parfym, duttar, kvitton, påsklämmor, bilnycklar och säkert något annat smått och gott ;)

När jag inte har med handväskan brukar jag bara ta med: Korthållare, nycklar hem, mobilen (ev laddaren om jag ska vara borta hela dagen) och läppsylet. Läppsylet och mobilen går jag ALDRIG utan. Finns inget jag får mer panik över att "tros ha tappat" som mitt läppsyl :( Är så sjukt beroende av den lilla muppen!

        
 
En rolig sak är ju att av alla tusen grejer jag har i väskan så är det inget smink :P Smink tar jag bara med när jag reser bort över natten eller ibland när jag ska på krogen..